I wrote this for myself

It have been over than 1 week...

whats happened??

i dont want to talk about it cuz its gonna hurt me..

Isolation?
Self punishment?
trying to get over it?
am i that love blind fool?

well..it's not so worth it to think about all those things..
i have to listen to my mind
cuz my emotion will just giving me a false signal right now..


i need to learn how to LOVE MYSELF

hey..
i'm not going to hate anyone..
I'm not trying on totally vanishing YOU from my mind...
i just wanted to heal the wound faster..
This is not the real me..
it might takes several times to clean up my memory..



Be patient...To be continued...