it was just happened before dawn...

..i woke up so early today.
just feeling nothing to do..
i got a piece a paper..
i want write something that i havent told anyone before..


clueless...

i have no idea..
sorry..


i took my pillow on my head and kept thinking...
what i want actually?
love?good job?living forever?happily ever after?
hey..i want to write something!
i can feel that numb on my hand..



clueless again..
hopeless..



i heard something...
not a whisper..
not a morning breeze..
something calling me..
yes..
He's calling me..
something that i supposed to to but i didnt..
i'm sorry for being so disappointing..


i should repent..